With plenty to say, I didn’t engage – I did not burst into flames, rage, or curse your name. I sought solace in change- made everyone believe I have grown patient, I have been tamed. Knowing full well my words would never hold weight, I planned to kill you with – too late..

I am a fragment of who I used to be and I don’t know if that’s a good or a bad thing; sometimes the best parts of me are found between the chaos, behind half open doors – In moments of p a u s e